My Beautiful Struggle

Here I am in your arms
Questioning myself, "how did I get here?"
I've always thought of us as best friends
Ones who would battle together our fear

And now I find myself attracted to you
I feel like as if there's some kind of magnetic field pulling us together
I tried to fight it
But it was no use
Your charm
Your sense of humor
And just the way you are stole my heart away

I never intended for "us" to happen
I was certain that we would just remain friends
But somehow, something happened
And somehow here we are now




A couple


It's odd I must confess
But it's a good kind of odd




Some people say we're taking it too fast
Some even said that you're just taking advantage of me
And stupid of me, I started to believe them

I even question my own feelings towards you
Am I really in "Love"?

Love.

What a funny word to say


What is love?
How do you know when you're in love?
How do you fall in love?
Can the amount of love towards a person change?


I wish I didn't believe in love
But love is just those kind of things that makes life easier

And to be loved by you.....
Well it's a hell of a ride
Yes, you do make me feel like I'm on top of the world
Yes, you do tell me just how beautiful I am to you
and you tell me you love me, every single day



But there's just something about you that I don't quite get

You're some kind of a beautiful struggle my dear

And I don't mind

Written by Nabilla Utami on the 29th of May 2012