tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23563203374792628202024-02-19T08:43:28.704+07:001997bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.comBlogger32125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-75586247435576027152014-02-05T07:05:00.001+07:002014-02-05T07:05:54.149+07:00Drown Me.<div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">Comfort I seek</span></div><div>and deep down within me,</div><div>I met you</div><div><br></div><div>I never knew you existed there</div><div>"and my soul kinda went, oh there you are! I've been looking for you"</div><div><br></div><div>We talked as if we were in love</div><div>We would stare at each other for sometime,</div><div>then turn away as if there was something to hide</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>But was there really ever a thing going on?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Or was it more like, "I've found comfort in you so thanks for that"</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>You know I dont judge</div><div>You know all I ever truly cared for was your happiness</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>It got too real, too soon</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>and at one point I might even thought I loved you</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Feelings, though</div><div>I was never sure</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>It destroys me inside trying to let you go,</div><div>cause you feel like home.</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>I've let you in so deep that I might not be able to go as deep as that ever... again</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>So thanks for drowning me into this bittersweet whirpool.</div><div><br></div><div>Because if it weren't for you,</div><div>I would've never learned to swim.</div><div><br></div>bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-6627070257897949422014-01-10T21:25:00.001+07:002014-01-10T21:25:17.198+07:00Thoughts And Empty Spaces<div>I <span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">cannot stop thinking</span></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>About life</div><div>about time</div><div>about death</div><div>about crime</div><div>about grief</div><div>about you</div><div>about me</div><div>and how "us" is only on my mind</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>a thought, no less</div><div>no more than an imagination that ran a little wild</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>a hope that went a little out of control</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>a love that seemed like a fairytale</div><div>because it never happened in real life</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>was it wrong of me for believing that we could actually be something?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>maybe its just how I view this world</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>that I tend to dream a little more love and hope to easen my thoughts of this already miserable life</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>when you have seen and felt real life pain, hope is the only thing keeping you alive</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>a thought of a better tommorrow</div><div>a happier someday</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>I sometimes forget that these, are only my thoughts</div><div><br></div><div>my hopes</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>the thought of you,</div><div>the hope about "us"</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>has been keeping me,</div><div>feeling alive.</div><div><br></div><div><br></div>bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-45064997603929279322014-01-09T20:03:00.001+07:002014-01-10T06:32:50.286+07:00Corner.sI see you<div>Right there</div><div>Just sitting. And every now and then you look around</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>I wonder what's going through your head right now</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Do you think about the clock that's hanging on the wall?</div><div>Do you think about the murmurs that are coming from the back of your ears?</div><div>Do you think about the white board and how it's no longer white?</div><div><br></div><div>Or do you think about me, and the life we could've lived?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>We could've been invincible</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>We could've been something wonderful</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Both of us could <b>finally</b> be happy</div><div>and we both know it.</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>So why did you have to go?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Why couldnt you just stayed?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>I didnt need a label for us</div><div>I didnt ask for your 24 hour attention</div><div>I didnt expect a gift or a car ride back home</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>All I ever wanted was your presence</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>And that,</div><div>That is more than enough for my empty heart to finally feel whole</div>bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-56372977351102277522014-01-05T22:16:00.000+07:002014-01-05T22:16:06.539+07:00#2<br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">7000 feet up in the air and what I wanted to do mostly is just reach out to you, I don't know what you've done to me but it seems like everywhere I go all I see is you. Your touch, your smell, your face, it lingers within me. I can't runaway from you, I can't shut myself away from you. Because there's a little me inside of you, and a part of you deep inside of me.</span></div>
<br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">We've broken through each other's barrier, and well you have reached my most vulnerable spot.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">In your eyes I feel nude</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">like a baby only a few seconds old</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">clean;</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">free from sin</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">from the filthiness of this world</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">from the emptiness of this horrid life</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">I've dumped all my most darkest secrets and memories in your face and still, you're there for me.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">all of the things I</span></span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">'ve</span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12.727272033691406px;"> told you are things I couldn't even bare to admit to myself, yet you're still there for me.</span></span></span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">you didnt judge me or ran off</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">you stayed with me</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">like through those hard cold nights when we would stay up till the AM and just talk the hours away</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">I never thought I would find someone like you in all these years</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">and here you are</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">only 7000 feet bellow me and a simple touch away</span>bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-29350840663184720592014-01-05T21:56:00.002+07:002014-01-05T22:07:58.171+07:00#1<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">I never knew missing someone would consume me this much, I guess when you found the right person to waste your time thinking about then everything just follows</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">I have always restrained myself in love and even set up </span></span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">boundaries</span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12.727272033691406px;"> for myself. Of course there are times when I desperately wanted to fall in love but waiting for that perfect someone does make you a lil bit more patient.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">and when you finally found that perfect someone, everything just falls into place.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">"finally," you say to yourself.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">but then what do you do when time is the only thing left on your list thats still not quite right?</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">timing is everything.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">time is human's greatest enemy,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">it builds restrictions for us.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">yet, we humans are the ones who invented time.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">I don't care </span></span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">whether</span><span style="color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 12.727272033691406px;"> it'll take more than a </span><span style="font-size: x-small;">little</span><span style="font-size: 12.727272033691406px;"> time for me to be with you. All I know for sure is, I want you.</span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">only you</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">and if that means I have to wait then I will</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">I would do anything for you, I wish you knew that. And I wanna be that light in your life, I want to help you see what this beautiful world has to offer you.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.727272033691406px;">I want to be yours</span>bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-17921108084623613752013-12-25T07:54:00.001+07:002014-01-05T21:58:09.807+07:00okasama;<div class="MsoNormal">
If there’s one thing I loathe more than myself is the fact love
exist.</div>
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How is this feeling even here in my life for I have never
even felt warmth around my very own mother?<o:p></o:p></div>
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I can no longer tell when she’s proud of me or even when she
loves me for who I am. <o:p></o:p></div>
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She always speculates all these bizarre things about me, and
because of that I couldn’t even learn to love myself.<o:p></o:p></div>
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How hard it is to even look at yourself in the mirror and
not believe in who you are because your very own mother yanked out your beating
heart.<o:p></o:p></div>
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She’s perfect but is perfection really what’s essential?<o:p></o:p></div>
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You know the saying; the quest for money is a hollow
journey.<o:p></o:p></div>
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But then again, maybe love is important after all.<o:p></o:p></div>
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How can you begin to love another being, if you don’t even
love yourself?<o:p></o:p></div>
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16 December 2013<o:p></o:p></div>
bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-50194705364457495572013-08-01T22:23:00.001+07:002013-12-23T08:20:18.832+07:00Heartwarming Words From A Dear Friend Of Mine<div style="text-align: justify;">
Hi Bel!</div>
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Jadi sebenernya gue sadar lo ultah dari midnight tapi I thought it would be too mainstream dan lo kan indie and I suppose you don’t like mainstream things HAHA.</div>
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Ini bakal agak jijik dan I don’t know why I’m doing this but to be honest, I just feel the urge to write this as a small token of gratitude for our friendship.</div>
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So, okay here we go.</div>
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You and your love for literature are two things that may never be separated. I have said this several times and I’m sure you're probably sick to the stomach upon hearing this yet again. You do really have a way with words. The way you eloquently form your sentences out of phrases, the way you spill your vivid imagination into writings, the way you make me jealous every time you ask me to comment on your articulately written blog post.</div>
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A lot of people can have perfect grammar and wide range of vocabulary. Those are just the tools, yet without the creativity that you have, those skills will simply be abstract thoughts lingering to be formed into constellations. You are an aspiring writer, and I know that maybe later in life when I’m checking out the best seller section in a book store one of your books will be there!</div>
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You are two personalities crammed into one soul. Sometimes you can be a melancholic person but at times you can be humorous and entertaining to talk to. A little melancholy is good as it can act as a little paint to your writer’s canvas or seasoning to your homemade meal of letters but remember, be careful because too much will turn you into a vulnerable grenade waiting to burst into a million pieces. You balance your dark side with the hilarious and embarrassing everyday actions and sometimes failed attempts at telling jokes.</div>
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You are a great dancer, a sympathetic listener, an emotionally mature person (despite the occasional tumbles in life which is perfectly normal) and someone I can lean on through the good and bad times.</div>
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And on this very day,</div>
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You, the aspiring writer, the melancholic soul, the self proclaimed class clown, the great dancer, the sympathetic listener, the emotionally mature person, my shoulder to lean on is……TURNING 16!!</div>
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So… HAPPY SWEET 16 BELLA!!! May 16 bring you the best life has to offer and become a year when you start to make your dreams come true. May you be blessed with joy and hope. May you always have the strength to face whatever challenges life throws at you!</div>
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ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!</div>
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-Farisa Machmud</div>
bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-46558578054230996382013-05-25T23:59:00.001+07:002013-05-26T10:03:05.792+07:00Dreamers by Ted Hughes<dd style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px; margin-bottom: 0.1em; margin-left: 1.6em; margin-right: 0px;"><br /></dd><dd style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px; margin-bottom: 0.1em; margin-left: 1.6em; margin-right: 0px;"><i><br /></i></dd><dd style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px; margin-bottom: 0.1em; margin-left: 1.6em; margin-right: 0px;"><i><br /></i></dd><dd style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px; margin-bottom: 0.1em; margin-left: 1.6em; margin-right: 0px;"><i>We didn't find her - she found us.</i></dd><dd style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px; margin-bottom: 0.1em; margin-left: 1.6em; margin-right: 0px;"><i>She sniffed us out.</i></dd><dd style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px; margin-bottom: 0.1em; margin-left: 1.6em; margin-right: 0px;"><i>She sat there</i></dd><dd style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px; margin-bottom: 0.1em; margin-left: 1.6em; margin-right: 0px;"><i>Slightly filthy with erotic mystery.</i></dd><dd style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px; margin-bottom: 0.1em; margin-left: 1.6em; margin-right: 0px;"><i>I saw the dreamer in her</i></dd><dd style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px; margin-bottom: 0.1em; margin-left: 1.6em; margin-right: 0px;"><i>Had fallen in love with me and she did not know it.</i></dd><dd style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px; margin-bottom: 0.1em; margin-left: 1.6em; margin-right: 0px;"><i>That moment the dreamer in me</i></dd><dd style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px; margin-bottom: 0.1em; margin-left: 1.6em; margin-right: 0px;"><i>Fell in love with her, and I soon knew it</i></dd><br />
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<br />bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-56298303309430765462013-05-18T06:50:00.000+07:002013-05-23T16:48:17.849+07:00The You?niverse<br />
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<span style="color: #222222;">Here I
lay helplessly as I try to count the stars sparkling with such grace on a
melodramatic sky. Have you ever wondered who sprinkled them there? Or do they
just come out of nowhere?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222;">And as
for tonight there's this one star that just couldn't stop grabbing my
attention. It's bright and it looks like as if it's not too far from here. But
truthfully it's a few light-years away from the tip of my forehead. And I feel
like I could reach that star and tug it under my pillow, give it warmth that
lacks in the outer space.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222;">Then again its<b> years</b> from where<i> I
</i>stand.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222;">Funny
how empty space could make us <i>think</i>
that things that supposedly lay thousands of miles from us is<i> just</i> standing bare on top of our heads.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222;">Maybe
it's the way we view things, that humans tend to simplify and choose to ignore
the complicated facts behind just about everything.<br />
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But, then again I could be wrong.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222;">I've
always wondered what it feels like to live billions of light-years away from
something or, someone; how such a tremendous space exists.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222;">It is
though, the real distance of where we live to planets out there that we haven’t
discovered yet. Imagine knowing someone who lives that far.<br />
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<span style="color: #222222;">But
then again, we don't seem to know a lot about people in neighboring countries
or even our very own neighbor who lives right across the street.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Well, how about you? How many years do you stand from this very moment? How
many more years will it take to finally meet the love of my
life? <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222;">I know
this seems silly and I'm shouting into the darkness here. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222;">But I really do want
to know, </span></div>
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<span style="color: #222222;">I really do.<span class="apple-converted-space"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-37687018563294858152013-05-12T19:02:00.001+07:002013-05-16T20:15:07.464+07:00Recent Thoughts"I'm not sad, I’m happy. I feel like I’m happy because I’m at peace with the way that things are... I did have a darker filter on sometimes, but that slowly lifted through doing a lot of different things. And finding true love is something that really did inspire me, lyrically. Because I felt so much the same for so much of my life and then when you find someone exciting, you don’t know that you could actually feel differently than you did before. I was inspired" <br />
-Lana Del Rey<br />
You inspired me Lizzybellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-24563007447223094732013-05-09T01:15:00.002+07:002013-05-16T20:15:23.038+07:00Like Tasting Defeat for Dessert<br />
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<span style="font-weight: normal;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>Like Tasting Defeat for Dessert</i></span></span></h3>
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="line-height: 150%;">So
you say life’s a drag but </span><span style="line-height: 24px;">you've</span><span style="line-height: 150%;"> only been living a few seconds outside of your
mother’s warmth. You haven’t taste the slightest bitterness of “life” I presume?
And yet here you are complaining as if you were going to explode in mere
seconds and your head would be a fine piece of art, hanging on top of my bookshelf.
And your tangerine skin turned pale red, as if there was such a color as </span></span><i style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 150%;">pale red</i><span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="line-height: 150%;">. Your screeching voice, echoed through
the hollow halls of this deserted asylum and your cries, desperately trying to
fight its way out.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">I
know this is not the <i>dream</i> but it’s
not too bad once you get used to it. The painful needle would only sting once
and that… won’t probably be enough. Once you’re here, you would kill for freedom.
And I might as well tell you, freedom feels like a heavy bag of all your sins.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">It
is now time for them to hold you down with that big belt that’s probably never
been washed since the last time a person has spilled his darkest secret, <i>and </i>his internal organs. You keep on
shouting, and helplessly throwing kicks into mid-air, thinking it will free you
somehow. But it just won’t work. Shouts of mercy comes flying from your mouth
as they try to shove “the system” down your throat. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">Its
noon and the pain is now unspeakable. Tears crawl slowly from those emerald
eyes of yours, as if they’re trying not to wake you up. But you’re not going to
wake up.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">You’re
not.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">You
lay there, tired.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="line-height: 150%;">Tired
of carrying all these things </span><span style="line-height: 24px;">you've</span><span style="line-height: 150%;"> been keeping to yourself.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="line-height: 150%;">All
these things you could never share to anyone else, because they just </span><span style="line-height: 24px;">wouldn't</span><span style="line-height: 150%;"> understand.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">You
carefully peek through your now-soggy eyes, trying hard not to make a sound.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">Your
hands shiver while you grab the mug that’s been sitting a while beside your bed.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif";">You
take a sip, and finally tasted defeat.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-41051704375294679562013-04-21T20:10:00.001+07:002013-12-23T08:21:15.275+07:00Hilang<br />
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<b><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Hilang<o:p></o:p></span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Sebuah cerpen oleh Nabilla Utami<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Gelap.<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Semua
terasa gelap.<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Tidak
telihat warna atau bahkan setitik cahaya pun.<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Suara
hembusan nafas pun tak ku dengar.<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Hanya
ada suara seperti pisau sedang beradu dengan garpu di atas piring.<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Di
pusat ruang dingin ini aku berbaring.<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Aku tidak ingat bagaimana aku bisa
berada di sini. Apa yang kulakukan, atau apa yang telah terjadi padaku. Mungkin,
namaku saja telah kulupakan. Hanya ada beberapa potongan suatu kejadian yang
sekarang mengambang di kepalaku. Berusaha mengingat kembali itu semua, luar
biasa susahnya. Belum lagi sakit kepala yang sungguh tiada tara. Bagai berusaha
bernostalgia di kala kau amnesia.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Namun aku merasa bahwa aku telah
mengalami ini sebelumnya. Rasa ini, kegelapan ini, dingin ini, bahkan hilangnya
ingatanku pun sudah tidak asing lagi. Namun siapakah aku untuk membuat
kesimpulan, sedangkan aku pun tidak ingat namaku sendiri?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Hanyalah sebuah sentuhan yang kuingat
betul. Bukan seperti sentuhan secara fisik tetapi, lebih ke jiwa. Ada sesuatu
yang telah menyentuh jiwaku begitu dalam, sehingga perasaan ini tak bisa kulupakan.
Suatu benda mungkinkah? Apa seseorang? Siapakah yang telah datang ke hidupku
ini dan membuatku merasa seperti ini?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Siapakah orang itu? Apakah dia yang
selalu datang di mimpi – mimpiku ini? Dia yang menyebut namaku begitu indahnya,
sedangkan aku pun lupa siapa namaku. Dia yang memberiku kehangatan sekaligus
rasa takut akan kehilangan dirinya. Dia yang mengenalkanku kepada dunia yang
penuh dengan kebahagiaan. Dia dengan sentuhannya itu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Apa mungkin semua ini bukanlah mimpi
namun merupakan bagian dari ingatanku? Tapi, jika pun ini merupakan hidup ku
sebelumnya, mengapa ingatanku samar – samar tentang apa yang terjadi pada
dirinya? Kemanakah lelaki itu pergi menghilang membawa cintaku begitu saja?
Apakah dia tidak kasihan dengan diriku yang sekarang melarat dalam kebingungan?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Aku sangat ingin tahu apa yang terjadi
padanya, dan kenapa ingatanku akan dia hanya sampai situ saja? Mengapa tidak
ada lanjutan dari kisah kita? <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Apa
mungkin..<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Tidak.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Bukan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Tidak
mungkin itu dia<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Itu…..
hanyalah sebuah mimpi buruk <o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Atau…
<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“AAAAAAA”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Dok dia telah sadar kembali,” kata
sebuah suara di balik warna putih itu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Aku pun terbangun, dan menyadari bahwa
aku sedang berbaring diatas kasur yang nampaknya seperti di dalam ruangan rumah
sakit. Dua pria dengan jas panjang berwarna putih, dan sebuah alat yang
menggantung pada pundaknya, berjalan perlahan ke arahku. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Tenangkan dirimu, kau akan baik – baik
saja kok,” sahut salah satu dari mereka.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Aku berusaha untuk melihat sekelilingku,
berharap ada satu/dua hal yang dapat mengingatkanku kembali. Aku melihat tangan
kiriku dililit perban, dan tangan kananku penuh dengan luka kecil. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Apa yang telah kulakukan?” pikirku.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Lalu, aku menyadari bahwa di samping
tempat tidurku ada sebuah ranjang lagi dan disana terbaring tubuh seorang
lelaki. Layar yang menandakan berakhir sudah atau belum kehidupannya, hanya
bergaris lurus. Nyawa tubuh lelaki itu telah tiada.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Siapa dia?” tanyaku pada pria berjas
putih panjang ini.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Kau tidak usah mengkhawatirkan dia,
lupakan saja.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Iya, kau tidur saja kembali,” tambah
salah satunya yang sekarang sedang memberiku semacam bius.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Tapi, aku ingin tahu apa yang terjadi
pada diri dia! Diriku! Tanganku! Semuanya! Mengapa aku bisa disini?? Dan
siapakah kalian?!?!”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Sudah, sudah. Lupakan saja semua.
Semakin kau lupa, semakin hilang rasa sakitnya.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Aku mulai merasakan bius itu berjalan
cepat ke sekujur tubuhku.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Coba tenangkan saja dirimu, lalu
tidurlah kembali. Esok hari kau bangun, sudah hilang semua rasa sakit ini.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Iya, jangan sakiti diri kamu lagi ya.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Tuh dengar apa kata rekanku, biarkan
saja kematian sendiri dengan urusannya. Tak usah kau ikut campur. Satu nyawa
tak perlu disusul dengan satu lagi.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Kematian.<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Sekarang aku ingat semuanya. Bagaimana
aku bisa berada disini, dan alasan mengapa ini semua sudah tidak asing lagi
bagiku. Aku telah terbangun seperti ini beberapa kali sebelumnya dan aku selalu
melihat lelaki itu berbaring di ranjang sampingku. Aku tahu dia siapa, dan aku
tahu mengapa kita berada disini. Aku tahu bahwa lelaki disampingku ini
meninggal akibat dari kecelakaan mobil yang dialaminya karena disaat itu ia
sedang mengemudi sambil bertengkar dengan kekasihnya melalui telepon. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Setelah kecelakaan terjadi ambulans
langsung membawa lelaki ini ke UGD terdekat, dan tak lama kemudian kekasihnya
datang dengan air mata yang telah menggenangi setengah wajahnya. Penuh dengan
rasa penyesalan dan kesedihan melihat lelaki yang ia cintai hendak
menghembuskan nafas terakhirnya, perempuan ini mengambil benda tertajam yang
bisa dia raih dan mulai mencelakai dirinya sendiri. Berharap dapat menyusul
kekasihnya yang terbaring tak berdaya. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Siapakah
dia”<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Aku bertanya.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Siapakah
diriku” </span></i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Engkau mungkin ingin tahu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Tapi, apa yang semestinya kulakukan?
Cinta bukankah dibawa sampai mati?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Lalu,
obat bius itu mematikan seluruh tubuhku.<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-67074986775199973532013-03-03T08:41:00.000+07:002013-03-03T08:45:21.689+07:00Romansa di Tengah Hutan Belantara<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Pagi datang dan bulan bersembunyi</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Matahari terbangun dari dengkurannya</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Lalu mengusap langit dengan kilauan fajar</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Para manusia pun hidup kembali</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">Sebuah hutan di tengah kota</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Sebuah hutan di antara kita</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Apa yang telah memisahkan cinta?</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Waktu? Jarak? Atau manusia?</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Tragedi puitis dihanyutkan oleh masa</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">"Ini adalah sebuah romansa di tengah hutan belantara"</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Begitu sahut mereka</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">Sekian ribu hari berlalu</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Matahari dan bulan silih berganti menjamu bumi</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Tiada yang tetap untuk selamanya</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Tiada dusta yang akan berlangsung lama</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">"Ini adalah sebuah romansa di tengah hutan belantara"</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Begitu sahut mereka</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #222222;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222;">"Ini adalah sebuah distorsi cinta"</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Begitu tersiksanya kita</span><br />
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">- Nabilla Utami</span><br />
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">20 Februari 2013</span>bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-38925844786061771742013-01-14T19:59:00.000+07:002013-01-14T20:02:24.164+07:00Happily DepressedTo my conclusion, it seems to me that I am struggling with depression. Or more like, living with depression since I don't really feel like I'm struggling with it.<br />
I like it's company.<br />
Depression keeps me occupied for a thought or two.<br />
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But sometimes I wonder, why do I feel this way?<br />
Why do I constantly find myself drowning my joy into a painful thought of life, death, and all the other things in between?<br />
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I am not suffering from any chronic disease, nor any economical crisis. To be honest, the house I rest my head during the night is pretty nice. And the material pleasure that surrounds me during the day is, pleasurable.<br />
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Safe to say that my life looks perfect.<br />
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Perfection bores me.<br />
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I want my life to be an adventure, and as cliche as that sounds well it is the truth.<br />
I long for the taste of freedom. But I'm finding myself more and more like a house pet each passing sunrise.<br />
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I'm afraid some day I'll wake up, not having the urge to seek freedom and finally surrendering to whatever it is that's always been tying me down.<br />
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<i>Or maybe the blame for these sensitive moments are in the absence of a lover?</i> (Here we go again, blaming love and all)<br />
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Well, there has been some days where I find myself wishing there was someone who I can call in the middle of the day just to tell them how beautiful the sunlight is and how I can't wait for the moon to come in during the night to match the sun's beauty.<br />
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But such person could only exist in my most childish thoughts. Because grown ups don't think about love, all they think about is 'how much money will I be taking home to my wife and kids tomorrow?' Well maybe that is some sort of love, but too often have these adults get trapped in such quest for material things that they tend to forget that true love lies from within.<br />
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Love.<br />
What a depressing emotion that isbellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-32500582497442732162013-01-12T22:16:00.002+07:002013-01-12T22:25:26.480+07:00Antologi Rasa<h3>
<span style="font-size: large;"><b>Antologi Rasa</b></span></h3>
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<b>karya Ika Natassa </b></h3>
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizz-VSKkpPY-lHjOLWGusRiBrZSM5zBOcwD28xDUlSbGWBWCp0752yzlz4tL1e6NKd38BoHMf-yxavTGkW6k71b0RLDSh77QZKoGUdaUDLnWdT6j1D7umnRWE86ZE_fZLoBRJiAqdiFFvR/s1600/9789792274394.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizz-VSKkpPY-lHjOLWGusRiBrZSM5zBOcwD28xDUlSbGWBWCp0752yzlz4tL1e6NKd38BoHMf-yxavTGkW6k71b0RLDSh77QZKoGUdaUDLnWdT6j1D7umnRWE86ZE_fZLoBRJiAqdiFFvR/s1600/9789792274394.jpg" /></a><span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><b>K e a r a</b></span>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>We're both just people who worry about the breaths we take, not how we breathe.
</i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>How can we be so different and feel so much alike</i>, Rul?
</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;">Dan malam ini, tiga tahun setelah malam yang membuatku jatuh cinta, <i>my dear</i>,
dan aku di sini terbaring menatap bintang-bintang di langit pekat
Singapura ini, aku masih cinta, Rul. Dan kamu mungkin tidak akan pernah
tahu.
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>Three years of my wasted life loving you</i>.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><b>R u l y</b></span>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;">Yang tidak gue ceritakan ke Keara adalah bahwa sampai sekarang
gue merasa mungkin satu-satunya momen yang bisa mengalahkan senangnya
dan leganya gue subuh itu adalah kalau suatu hari nanti gue masuk ke
ruangan rumah sakit seperti ini dan Denise sedang menggendong bayi kami
yang baru dia lahirkan. Yang tidak gue ceritakan ke Keara adalah rasa
hangat yang terasa di dada gue waktu suster membangunkan gue subuh itu
dan berkata, "Pak, istrinya sudah sadar," dan bahwa gue bahkan tidak
sedikit pun berniat mengoreksi pernyataan itu. Mimpi aja terus, Rul.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><b>H a r r i s</b></span>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;">Senang definisi gue: elo tertawa lepas. Senang definisi elo?
Mungkin gue nggak akan pernah tahu. Karena setiap gue mencoba melakukan
hal-hal manis yang gue lakukan dengan perempuan-perempuan lain yang
sepanjang sejarah tidak pernah gagal membuat mereka <i>klepek-klepek</i>, ucapan yang harus gue dengar hanya, "Harris <i>darling</i>, udah deh, nggak usah sok manis. <i>Go back being the chauvinistic jerk that I love</i>."
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><i>That's probably as close as I can get to hearing that she loves me.</i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span><span style="font-size: large;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i><b>Tiga sahabat. Satu pertanyaan. <i>What if in the person that you love, you find a best friend instead of a lover</i></b>?
</i></span></span>
bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-21557939337855073962012-11-30T23:55:00.001+07:002012-11-30T23:55:05.440+07:00Awkwardness, et cetera.Tonight the stars thought it might be better for them to stay hidden<br />
They told me something big is going to happen<br />
And two days later there was a dolphin knocking on my doorsteps<br />
<br />I told them, "this is madness!"<br />
They told me I was too blind to realize sooner<br />
They told me the world has gone mad<br />
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Where have I been all this time?<br />
Was I too busy trying to disguise myself?<br />
I cannot face a world like this<br />
As far as I could remember, I was only twelve<br />
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But that was a thousand and ninety five days ago<br />
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I looked at this new world in awkwardness<br />
I have never felt more alone<br />Everyone looked very sad<br />
and Everything looked almost dead<br />
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A sunflower was as cold as winter<br />
and winter became as evil as our dying love<br />
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I cannot help anyone here<br />
They all resisted me<br />
I cannot be anyone here<br />
For they refuse to look at me<br />
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What have we all become?<br />
Have we lost our hearts somewhere yesterday?<br />
Have we all forgotten what it's like to be human?<br />
Are we even living?<br />
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I know I'm breathing<br />
But there is no life. <br />
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Should we all die like our love<br />
Or should we try to live?<br />
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I have looked down and under for an answer<br />
Left and right, there was no one who would bother<br />
I tried looking up<br />
I saw the stars, but their eyes are all shutbellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-84071185708621298422012-11-30T23:26:00.003+07:002012-11-30T23:26:56.280+07:00Rakyat Jelata"Dimana letak kehidupan itu berada?"<br />
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Telah lama mereka mencarinya<br />
Telah beredar lama ucapan tentang harta<br />
Namun hingga saat ini yang ada hanyalah harapan hampa<br />
<br />
Mereka terdiam<br />
Mereka kecewa <br />
Mereka marah<br />
Namun mereka tak bisa berbuat apa<br />
<br />
Mereka hanyalah rakyat jelata<br />
Seperti kita semua<br />
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Selalu diperlakukan semena - mena<br />
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Siapa yang peduli terhadap kita?<br />
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November 2012<br />
<br />bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-17005018972762100772012-09-17T22:13:00.000+07:002013-03-28T22:11:33.101+07:00Chapter 1<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Andre</span>: Essa, gue mau ngomong sesuatu</div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">Alessandra</span>: What is it?</div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Andre</span>: Gue sayang sama lo sa</div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">Alessandra</span>: Lah kok?</div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Andre:</span> Gue sayang sama lo dalam arti, gue peduli sama lo
saa. <i>I care for you, I want to protect you, I want to be there for you sa</i>. <b>I
love you</b></div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">Alessandra</span>: So… what does this mean then?</div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Andre</span>: Gue gatau sa, tapi the way I love you is different
from the way I “love” other girls</div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">Alessandra</span>: How so?</div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Andre</span>: Gue bukan sayang sama lo dalam arti gue pengen jadian
sama lo sa. I just love you, that’s all</div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">Alessandra</span>: Lo sayang sama gue kayak gimana dre? </div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Andre</span>: I love you like you’re my own sa. I love you like
you’re family already</div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">Alessandra</span>: Oh, well to be honest it's kind of odd. But who am I to judge when I feel exactly the same?</div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Andre</span>: Really?</div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">Alessandra</span>: Well yes, I can’t deny that what we had was special. Karena gue ngerasain apa itu “cinta” pas gue sama lo dre</div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Andre</span>: How about now sa? Do you still feel that love?</div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">Alessandra</span>: <span style="color: #ffd966;">I love you dre…….. </span><i style="color: #ffd966;">but<b> I can’t love you</b></i></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Andre</span>: What do you mean?</div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">Alessandra</span>: Maksud gue, <u>kalo gue sayang sama seseorang,
apakah gue harus jadian sama dia</u>? Can I just love him without wanting to be
together with him?</div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Andre</span>: It's a bit weird sa, but it’s the way we are now</div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">Alessandra</span>: Exactly dre, gue gabisa jadian sama lo dre lo
tau sendiri kan.
<b>We’ve been together so many times that once more is just too much</b></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Andre</span>: You don’t know how much its killing me loh sa. Where
did we go wrong?</div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">Alessandra</span>: <span style="color: #e06666;">Maybe we’re two people who are meant to
fall in love just to know we can’t be together</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Andre</span>: So what do we do now?</div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">Alessandra</span>: Jalanin aja lah? I mean no expectations, no
plans, no future. Just the two of us, wandering aimlessly through life</div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Andre</span>: Well then, I got your back sa.</div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">Alessandra</span>: <span style="color: #674ea7;">Forever?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #3d85c6;">Andre</span>: And always</div>
bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-83167910276311368752012-08-23T21:32:00.000+07:002012-08-23T21:33:40.057+07:00To My Last Heartbreaker<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Yes as you can read on the title</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">I'm writing this song for you</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">No, I'm not begging for your love</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">No confessions of feeling blue</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">The rain starts to pour heavily</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">As I remember the day I start feeling empty</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">We were laying down on a warm August day</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Our thoughts in the air</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">And your fingers in my hair</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">And as my hands start to linger</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">I hear your words start to anger</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">"Why, my dear?" I question</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">But you left in a hurry situation</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">I followed you to the dark</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">And then I saw her arms on yours</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">I hurry out as I was in shock</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Reality, tearing down the walls</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Walls of our happily ever after</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Fading away</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">One hit after another</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">"How could you do this to me?"</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">I asked you bluntly</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">"Doing what, honey?"</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">You try to run away from me</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Never you confess</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">All the lies and mess</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">But now after its all said and done</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">After goodbye and realizing you weren't the one</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">How do you feel? I wonder</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Was it worth it to leave it all behind?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">What was it were you after?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Satisfaction or a chance to rewind?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">All these questions now fill the empty spaces between us</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">We were once so strong</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">But you just had to let it go</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Wait what am I doing?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">No, I won't go back to this!</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">What is it with us</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">That makes it so hard to just leave it all behind?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Let's just stop right here</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">And put an end to our story</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">But I hope one day</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">You won't wake up filled with regrets</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Looking back at your life</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">And say "oh I'm such a tragic mess!"</span>bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-92129029023427031912012-08-23T21:16:00.001+07:002012-08-23T21:16:52.296+07:00Sebuah Cita - Cita<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Aku punya sebuah ambisi</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Sebuah cita cita</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Sebuah mimpi</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Kau mungkin berkata "dirimu gila!"</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Jika kau tau apa maksud ku</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Tampak nya tiada batas untuk meraih sebuah mimpi</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Namun mengapa ada hambatan sana sini?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Entah tidak disetujui oleh orang tua</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Atau dianggap konyol dan buang buang harta</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Kau bilang aku harus bisa berkarya</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Namun kau anggap hasil ku sia sia</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Kau bilang ini hidup ku</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Namun kenapa aku harus jalani mau mu?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Aku tahu maksud mu ingin menjaga ku</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Aku tahu kau ingin yang terbaik untuk ku</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Tapi apakah salah jika aku ingin mengejar mimpi gila ku?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Aku ingin kau percaya pada ku</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Aku ingin kau mendukung segala langkah ku</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Aku ingin kau yakini diri ku dan diri mu sendiri bahwa aku bisa meraih cita cita ku</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Karna tanpa kasih sayang mu</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">Jadi apakah aku, Ibu?</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"><br /></span>bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-37601825731940964352012-08-23T21:02:00.001+07:002012-08-23T21:03:15.421+07:00Bittersweet LoveBittersweet Love<br />
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Ketika waktu membawakan pilihan pilihan lain untukku, langkahku masih terbelit oleh ingatan tentangmu. Kasih sayang yang seluruhnya milikku pun harus terbagi. Bahkan, rumah tak lagi menjadi tujuanku untuk pulang.</div>
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Kini aku menyadari bahwa semua sudah berganti dan yang bisa kulakukan hanyalah menghadapi. Semua yang telah lewat tak mungkin bisa kembali. Apa yang kupikir lenyap, nyatanya tertutup emosi.</div>
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Butuh waktu untuk belajar mencintai lagi. Dengan penuh keyakinan diri aku melakukannya.</div>
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Menerima. Cinta sesederhana itu saja."</div>
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bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-48327697111151106512012-06-04T10:07:00.001+07:002012-06-04T10:07:57.925+07:00CryThis explains it all:<br />
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Cry<br />
Written by: Kelly Clarkson, Jason Halbert, and Mark Townsend<br />
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If anyone asks<br />
I'll tell them we both just moved on<br />
When people all stare<br />
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk<br />
Whenever I see you I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue<br />
Pretend I'm okay with it all<br />
Act like there's nothing wrong<br />
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Is it over yet?<br />
Can I open my eyes?<br />
Is this as hard as it gets?<br />
Is this what it feels like to really cry?<br />
Cry<br />
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If anyone asks<br />
I'll tell them we just grew apart<br />
What do I care if they believe me or not<br />
Whenever I feel your memory is breaking my heart<br />
I'll pretend I'm okay with it all<br />
Act like there's nothing wrong<br />
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Is it over yet?<br />
Can I open my eyes?<br />
Is this as hard as it gets?<br />
Is this what it feels like to really cry?<br />
Cry<br />
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I'm talking in circles<br />
I'm lying, they know it<br />
Why won't this just all go away<br />
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Is it over yet?<br />
Can I open my eyes?<br />
Is this as hard as it gets?<br />
Is this what it feels like to really cry?<br />
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Cry<br />
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Questioning myself, "<i>how did I get here</i>?"<br />
I've always thought of us as best friends<br />
Ones who would battle together our fear<br />
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And now I find myself attracted to you<br />
I feel like as if there's some kind of magnetic field pulling us together<br />
I tried to fight it<br />
But it was no use<br />
Your charm<br />
Your sense of humor<br />
And just the way you are stole my heart away<br />
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I never intended for "us" to happen<br />
I was certain that we would just remain friends<br />
But somehow, something happened<br />
And somehow here we are now<br />
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A couple<br />
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It's odd I must confess<br />
But it's a good kind of odd<br />
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Some people say we're taking it too fast<br />
Some even said that you're just taking advantage of me<br />
And stupid of me, I started to believe them<br />
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I even question my own feelings towards you<br />
Am I really in "<span style="color: red;">Love</span>"?<br />
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Love.</div>
What a funny word to say<br />
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What is <span style="color: red;">love</span>?<br />
How do you know when you're in <span style="color: red;">love</span>?<br />
How do you fall in <span style="color: red;">love</span>?<br />
Can the amount of <span style="color: red;">love</span> towards a person change?<br />
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I wish I didn't believe in <span style="color: red;">love</span><br />
But <span style="color: red;">love </span>is just those kind of things that makes life easier<br />
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And to be loved by you.....<br />
Well it's a hell of a ride<br />
Yes, you do make me feel like I'm on top of the world<br />
Yes, you do tell me just how beautiful I am to you<br />
and you tell me you<span style="color: red;"> love</span> me, <i>every single day</i><br />
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But there's just something about you that I don't quite get<br />
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<b>You're some kind of a beautiful struggle my dear</b></div>
And I don't mind<br />
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Written by Nabilla Utami on the 29th of May 2012bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-57346145755916148002012-04-18T15:39:00.001+07:002012-06-03T10:47:30.464+07:00So Far AwayHere I am wishing I was asleep<br />
Counting the minutes till the alarm would wake me up<br />
I found myself floating away in a dream<br />
Where I was in a wonderful place with you<br />
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As we talked and hold each others arms<br />
I remember the way you always ask the same question<br />
How you were so slow in understanding<br />
And so you ask me again<br />
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Angry?<br />
Yes I was<br />
But now I wish I wasn't<br />
I wish I had given you the chance<br />
To tell me stories about your past<br />
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I heard you were such an adventure<br />
Full of life and filled with things I've always wondered<br />
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We continue walking towards a magical cave filled with dreams of our youth<br />
We splashed around in a rainbow ocean<br />
And then we rest among the stars<br />
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I woke up from my dream and took a deep breath<br />
Dragged myself across the room<br />
Looked into the mirror and sighed<br />
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I wish I could call you right now<br />
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But now you're in a better place<br />
A different world that aren't so mean<br />
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Now you're so far away<br />
And I'm here wishing to meet you again someday<br />
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Written by: Nabilla Utami<br />
Date: 18 April 2012bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2356320337479262820.post-3684633406638908492011-11-07T02:17:00.000+07:002012-06-04T09:51:50.130+07:00Tangisan Hati Terluka<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Ini</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">menyedihkan</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333;">Ini sungguh menyedihkan.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Pertama</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">,</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">kehilangan</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> sese</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">orang yang engkau</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">cintai</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">lebih dari</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> apapun. Bahkan lebih dari diri mu sendiri, kepada seseorang yang kau tahu kau tak punya kesempatan untuk menandingin keindahan rupanya.</span></span><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Mendorong orang - orang yang mencintaimu,</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">lebih jauh</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">hanya</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">karena dunia</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> yang tragis ini </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">telah</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">membuat mu </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">merasa lebih</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">kesepian</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">daripada sebelumnya</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Lalu</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">,</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">menemukan seseorang yang</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> dapat mengerti akan dirimu dan dunia mu yang tampak nya selalu berputar dalam arus maut</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">. Hanya untuk tahu, bahwa kau tidak mengerti dimana posisi kamu di dalam kehidupannya.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Fiksi</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">, fakta</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">,</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">mimpi</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">,</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">harapan</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">,</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">dan kenyataan</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">tampaknya</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">berbaur</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">sempurna dalam </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">secangkir</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">kepahitan.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Merasa</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">trauma</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">dan takut</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> akan </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">cinta</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> membuat suasana</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps"> semakin buruk</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Untuk</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> merasakan sakitnya berjalan tanpa alas, di atas kepingan mimpi mu</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Menyadari</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">bahwa hati</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Anda</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">adalah</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">mainan</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">orang lain</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">,</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">dan perasaan</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Anda a</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">dalah</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">aksesoris</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">bonus</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Mengetahui apa yang Anda</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">paling takuti</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">dalam hidup</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">,</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">berubah menjadi </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">sebuah pengalaman yang</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">tidak akan pernah dilupakan</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Menyadari bahwa </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">orang yang Anda</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">pikir Anda tahu</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> luar-dalam</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">, bisa</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">mengejutkan rasa </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">kehidupan</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">dari diri Anda</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">.</span></span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Dan............. mengetahui</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">bahwa bentuk cinta</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> tak hanyalah berupa Hati</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Sekarang</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">,</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">hidup saya</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">terus</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> berputar</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps"> dan</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">tenggelam</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">ke dalam</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">pikiran</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps atn">"</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">bagaimana jika</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">..</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">?" "apakah mungkin?" </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">dan "mengapa</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">?"</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Saya telah jatuh</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">dari surga</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">tinggi dan mendarat di atas kerasnya hidup.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps atn">"</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">Luka yang</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">tidak dapat dilihat</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">adalah yang</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">sulit</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">untuk menyembuhkan</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">"</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">dan sebagainya ini</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">adalah kata-kata</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">dari</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">seorang gadis berusia</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">14 tahun</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">, </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">yang</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">menulis</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> isi </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">hatinya</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> pada</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> 02:14 pagi hari.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
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</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Dia masih</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">berharap</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> akan </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">keajaiban</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><br />
</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">Apakah</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="hps">itu akan terjadi</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="">?</span></span></span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-size: 16px;"><span class="" style="font-family: inherit;">-Nabilla Utami 7 November 2011</span></span></div>bellahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12042570390002251540noreply@blogger.com1